The weather outside is frightful , but the fire is so delightful

I have a fireplace that we don't use, but fill with candles, and it looks just GLORIOUS  when it's all lit up, and it gives off decent heat too!  The weather here has been so pitiful  lately, but oddly enough, it has put me in a very melancholy, but ARTISTIC , mood.  So, I think tonight is the big night.  I'm going to turn the lights down low, put on some....well, we'll see, on....pour myself a large glass of wine , light the fire, and turn my thoughts to what inspires.

Small set-back though.....  I'll shed one tear..... Today, my shoulder and back is really bad.  Today the TOC has got the best of me.  Wow, I should rap!   I don't talk in my web-journal about my accident and the injuries that I have from it much...or ever, other than saying I'm having a shitty day.  I vent now and then, but I don't think I've ever really talked about it much.  So most people probably have no idea what TOC is, or even that I have anything wrong with me.  TOC (Thorasic Outlet Syndrome), it's a nerve problem.  I've got a bad case of it, following a car accident from 2 years ago.   A nerve (thorasic outlet) in my shoulder and neck will begin to lose ability to transmit information/feeling, but not completely.  I think it's the partial transmition which causes an electric  feeling in my cheeks and mouth.  Very, very, very,           painful....uncomfortable...distracting...painful....  One of my many problems. 

There, I whined.  lol.

So, I hope tonight turns out to be the night I need it to be.....candles, music, wine, sparks flying.....oh wait.   I was thinking of something entirely different...nudge nudge.   I'll try to expand my artistic horizons and paint something other than a nude (ya, right..  .  I'll try.  I swear, I just ain't good at anything else!  Well, good night to all.

sam

AWWW i hate that you are in so much pain....but at least you know you are NOT alone....i hear ya hunny,...it may be different....but i hear ya..... Hang in there....i pray the future hold some answers for you ....don't get too down in the dumps.....you have me!! if worst comes to sorst i will come cuddle ya ...I can't wait to see you masterpiece....is it a nude or not?? anyways...love ya a million

Hmmmm a nude hey?FUN!!My SIL took pictures of me once in the nude (for Gino) it was quite erotic and fun....ROTFLMAO....Hope you feel better soon....adi

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