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Saturday, June 11th 2005

6:49 PM

sleep to dream

 

I sleep just to dream him,  beg the night just to see him, that my only love should be him, just to lie in his arms.

I stood  there just to find out, find out he made up his mind, my arms are all tied up, to me he was blind.

It seems so unnerving, still somehow so deserving, that he could hold my heart so tightly and still not see me here

I know I'll miss him later, wish I could bend my love to hate him, wish I could be his creator, to be the light in his eyes.

 

 

Tonight, my heart feels a lot of things, and in some ways, I think, feels nothing.  Above is excerps (adjusted to suit) from a song by Dave Matthews.  This is one piece that speaks volumes about how I feel right now.  Every last word. 

Tomorrow will be different, I guess we can always count on that to some degree.  My heart right now feels devastated......it'll pass.  It's not nearly as bad as I have the potential to make it sound.  It's not nearly as bad as all the tears will tell you.  Love is like that. 

Never thought I would feel these things again.  Sort of hoped I wouldn't.....sort of hoped I would...

11 Comment(s).

Posted by jenifer mallett:

WTF hey??...Like honestly...YOU ARE the SHIZNIT your the cats meow your the bees knees YOU are HOT and sexy... i mean....WTF....somethings' gotta give......soooooooooooooooooooon baby........sooooooooooooooooooooooon
Saturday, June 11th 2005 @ 8:11 PM

Posted by sam'r:

I need to remember that he never asked for my heart, he only asked me how much dinner I wanted him to heat up for me. He only asked if it should be strawberry or raspberry jam this time, or if I liked the light blue or the dark blue shirt better. He asked me to tie his tie for him, not fall in love. I can make this difficult on both of us, or I can trust him a little more than I'm wanting to. Maybe he's feeling these things for me, maybe he's not. Either way, I can respect that he wouldn't want to make things difficult by getting involved with me. But the thought of someone else makes my heart stop.
Saturday, June 11th 2005 @ 10:31 PM

Posted by JENIFER:

awwwwwwwwwwwwww.....I feel your pain.... heres a whole whack of hugs for you tonight!!!
Saturday, June 11th 2005 @ 10:43 PM

Posted by Mrs moose:

Seriously Sam...you are the only person I know that can put baby food in something and have it taste good! Yes you are a master in the kitchen! Be the master and open a resurant will you!
As for the man shit...well you know as well as me that there is no magic in it...it just happens when it happens. Look at me...I am no master in the kitchen but I managed to somehow catch one. Fishing its all fishing. But WTF is the right bait?
Hows that for words of wisdom?
COMEN' AT YA!!
But seriously your a catch and one day that man of your dreams...your knight in his armor will come and climb your hair and sweep your kitchen.
Thursday, June 16th 2005 @ 1:35 PM

Posted by sam'r:

I guess I better grow my hair out then...
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