
...just kidding, but seriously??
I sleep just to dream him, beg the night just to see him, that my only love should be him, just to lie in his arms.
I stood there just to find out, find out he made up his mind, my arms are all tied up, to me he was blind.
It seems so unnerving, still somehow so deserving, that he could hold my heart so tightly and still not see me here
I know I'll miss him later, wish I could bend my love to hate him, wish I could be his creator, to be the light in his eyes.
Tonight, my heart feels a lot of things, and in some ways, I think, feels nothing. Above is excerps (adjusted to suit) from a song by Dave Matthews. This is one piece that speaks volumes about how I feel right now. Every last word.
Tomorrow will be different, I guess we can always count on that to some degree. My heart right now feels devastated......it'll pass. It's not nearly as bad as I have the potential to make it sound. It's not nearly as bad as all the tears will tell you. Love is like that.
Never thought I would feel these things again. Sort of hoped I wouldn't.....sort of hoped I would...
WTF hey??...Like honestly...YOU ARE the SHIZNIT
your the cats meow
your the bees knees
YOU are HOT
and sexy...
i mean....WTF....somethings' gotta give......soooooooooooooooooooon baby........sooooooooooooooooooooooon
heres a whole whack of hugs for you tonight!!!